Sunday, October 25, 2015

On the edge of my seat



I like to sit on edge of my seat, not because i can't sit comfortable but i like be physically present in that moment, in that code writing / movie watching / that moment.

My mother says I got specs on my 2 eyes because of that, sitting on edge of chair and watching TV whole childhood.


So what excited me recently which had me on edge of seats - well loads of movie which i watched.


I like movies, screenplay, those small stories, the people who are living it. So many recent moments in these movies which got me from my comfortable gold class PVR tickets to edge of it.


Be it Piku (i mean can u imagine a father who goes about saying my daughter has sex with men even though she is not married because she is new age woman!!!!), but its reality of a society which is advanced in its perspective and thought process. being a Telugu (need to talk about that one fine day), i can't imagine that even this age and time.


But question which came up for me during that movie and while they travel from Delhi to Kolkata, can we really let go of our parents, even they being independent and we found the wings to live alone.  I still remember my parents taking us places and bear the torture of kids while travelling. Never thinking about taking that breathe in and relaxing themselves but making this about kids.


They will go old, might need us more than ever. Is it growing up or just cycle of life!!!!


That whole idea is hitting hard, but how endearing can we be about it.


While at movies i got to watch something called Kanche - a Telugu movie, it was not about love or war but its love and war in everything we do. Apart from technicality of movie while sways in past and current beautifully, its about what drives or divides us from others. Do really we have fences in our hearts, that we do not make effort to identify it.


Again while on movies Why did katappa killed bahubali????!!!!


Sunday, October 11, 2015

what do i fear??

what do i fear??

fairly normal week, i like to work but nothing excites me at work anymore.


i like to cook, but does not excite me anymore, i just make routine stuff.


is fear of being left out makes us insecure or its just human. will this fear make us not do anything in life and let it slide.


last few days has been hangover of cousins and loads of talking. what i liked most is innocence of child on seeing a small bridge over a water stream or so many flowers in farm. seeking of simple things in life and trying to allocate time for them, is something wrong with us??


each person can't achieve everything in there life and to understand that and be satisfied with it huge stepping stone in ones growth. the moment realise that life is much happy and simpler. having person in life you is as happy as you with just being in a house, or group of people with whom you can discuss anything under the sun.


life as we know it is good, and we tend to complicate it.


well on fears - i fear snakes crawling under my bed and stormy nights.


phew....nothing new there